Excerpt: Inevitable: Love and War

 

 

I started Inevitable with Teal helping Katie try on her wedding dress. Normally, I don't change the beginning of a novel, but something there didn't seem right. I was about 60,000 words into the novel before I realized that Trent needed a back story. The reader needed to see more of his past and since he is the main character I decided to go back to the beginning. Trent is 18 and in love for the first time in his life. High school is tough, his home life is unbearable, but Harper is at his side pushing him to reach for a bright future. Here is a peek from  Inevitable Part 1.

 

 

 

***Lightly edited some adult content***

Trent started his car and headed away from Harper’s house. “Where we headed?” he asked.

            Harper had just finished buckling her seat belt. “It’s a surprise, but it’s not far. Over on Delphanie Farms.” She smiled brightly.

Trent’s radio was busted, but that didn’t matter. It was never hard to have a conversation with Harper. She was always full of questions, advice, and ideas, that it made conversation long and plentiful. Tonight, however, she seemed quiet. Trent peered over to find her fiddling with the hem of her skirt, a nervous tell he’d picked up on months ago.

            “What’s over at the Farms?” he asked.

Delphanie Farms wasn’t a farm at all. It was a place where people with money went to “camp”. Apparently rich folk considered luxurious cabins and a large sprawling hotel as roughing it. Trent thought these people spent their money on some odd things.

            “Your birthday present.” Trent glanced over quickly when he heard the jingling of keys.

            “What?” Confusion and anticipation warred in his head.

            “The keys to the cabin my dad rented for our summer vacation.”

Trent gripped the steering wheel tightly at the thought of having Harper all alone in a cabin. He’d hoped she’d give herself to him, but never really expected her to do it so soon. Most of the girls he’d dated had given it up fast, but they were older, and more experienced; they had different expectations of him. A ball of nerves settled in his throat. He didn’t want to ask outright and sound like an idiot, but he needed confirmation.

            “You okay?” Harper asked. Most likely because he’d gone silent.

Just the thought of possibly being with Harper had him hard and his mind out of sorts. Trent pulled into the Farms. “Yeah, I’m just—“

            “Left here, at Haddow Street.”

He made a quick left and then wordlessly followed her directions until they pulled up to a medium-sized log cabin at the end of a cul-de-sac. He parked the car and turned it off.

            Harper turned in the seat, placing her feet in Trent’s lap, and eyed him. “What’s going on? You seem quiet.”

He looked down at the white heels hiding her brown toes. Pulling off a shoe, he massaged her soft foot. “I was going to ask you the same thing earlier.” He moved his ministrations up her calf, ending at the bottom of her thigh. She licked her lips in response to his attentions. “You want to tell me what all of this is about?” He motioned to the cabin.

As Harper bit her lip, his body went tight and his grasp on her leg slowly moved higher. At her silence, he prompted, “Baby, what do you want to give me for my birthday?”

            Harper smirked. “It’s twenty after midnight.” Trent glanced at the clock on the dash. “Happy birthday,” she whispered. Moving her legs out of his lap she slid over and placed a hand on his chest.

Trent didn’t have much in the way of nice clothes, but he’d wanted to dress up for the evening. He’d taken care in choosing the nicest button up shirt and cleanest pair of jeans he could find.

When Harper’s hand pushed past one of the buttons on his shirt and rested on Trent’s bare chest, a shock went through his body. It took everything he had to stay seated and keep his hands to himself.

She chose that moment to lean in and give him a timid kiss, before leaning back. Feeling like he wanted more, Trent moved his hand behind her head, tangled his fingers in her straight locks, and pulled her back to his lips. It was unreal how easily she came forward and opened for him. He loved how she fell into his lap as his kiss turned from soft and sweet, to a needing exploration.

Harper pulled away, rasping for air as she asked, “Want to go inside for the rest of your present?”

While his dick nearly jumped off his body and ran inside, Trent tried to play it cool. “That sounds like it might be a good idea.”

Harper moved from his lap and exited the car. Trailing behind her on the way up the drive, he slyly attempted to adjust his pants. Once inside the cabin, he was met with a foyer filled to the brim with pictures of the great outdoors. If you were rich and you were going to camp, he guessed you’d at least want to see trees and bears. Photos must do the trick.

Harper led him past the large living room painted in white and turquoise, and down the hall to the last door on the right. Pushing it open, she walked inside and turned on a light. Trent glanced around and saw she’d already been there earlier in the day. Her laptop was on the desk and a few of her clothes had been thrown on the sofa under the window.

            Harper easily cleared up any leftover confusion about what she wanted from him tonight when she kicked off her shoes and started to unbutton her skirt. Trent stood in stunned silence as the fabric fell from her legs and floated to the floor. Pausing to take it all in, Trent finally ambled forward and fell to his knees in front of her.

Never had he smelled such a sweet scent. Her vanilla perfume always drove him mad. It reminded him of how innocent, untouched, and fresh she was. She’d been saving herself and now Trent was the man she found worthy enough to give herself to. Knowing this made his chest swell with pride. 

 

Inevitable: Love & War Cover Reveal

Inevitable

A Love and War 

I crashed and opened my eyes . . . there you were, fierce and protective, and I knew . . . I just knew it was you all along.

Ex-Marine Trent Reed has been shot at, in a coma, and placed in war zones, but when his best friend calls in a favor, he is faced with the most dangerous situation yet—to be the best man. Trent’s turbulent past with races other than his own taints his view on the interracial marriage, and he’s none too happy to deal with the ill-tempered maid of honor. To accept the position means understanding that his friend is soon to be out of his life—for good.

Tough-girl Teal Lofton has struggled all of her adult life, from her weight to the color of her skin holding her back in work and love. When she agrees to be the maid of honor in her friend’s wedding, a hormonal bride and a jerk of a best man who she is strangely, yet wildly, attracted to, amplify those struggles. As tensions and tempers rise, Trent disappears with the wedding rings and Teal braves a snowstorm to bring them back, determined to fix yet another problem. But a tragic accident brings together the unlikely pair, forcing them to face the prejudices of their pasts. In doing so, Trent and Teal embark on an inevitable course of self-discovery and passion like they’ve never experienced before—until a secret from Trent’s past threatens to destroy it all.

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“You want to live?” Sergei’s dark Russian voice rained down on her, along with the smoke and ash. The destroyed building crumbled around them. Her body burned in pain, but she forced a nod. “Good, then remember—you did not see shit, you did not hear shit, and you do not know shit, da?” Unfortunately, Jade had seen shit, heard shit, and definitely knew shit. The man, known as Sergei Yazov, towered above her promising hope and a new life, but at what cost?

Bratva: A Brothers in Sin Short

1. Sergei

New Jersey

December 15th 2013

Sergei placed his gun on the counter. The metal hit the marble surface and echoed throughout the now silent room. He closed his eyes, breathing in and exhaling slowly. Peace and quiet.

Many considered him a callous, vicious man, but too few knew the discord he felt at the sounds of screams—especially when he was the reason behind the pain. Silence was a beautiful thing, a treasure he couldn’t often find. Whether it was the Council arguing, bullets flying, or men screaming in pain, there was always one kind of noise or another. Except, of course, when he went home to Jade.

   Behind Sergei, Anton moved swiftly but silently, transferring bodies from the living room to the bathroom tub. Drag marks stained the floor with blood and guts, showing a clear path to the corpses’ new resting place. When Sergei had found the location of the hit men sent after Jade, he hadn’t thought clearly, leaving him disorganized and unhinged. It could have been a set up, he could have walked into a trap tonight. If he was being honest, he hadn’t cared. Luckily, this crack house was thought safe and there were only two men guarding it. Four deaths, yet Sergei was no closer to stopping the hit placed on Jade.

“Boss,” Anton called from the other side of the room.

Sergei strode to the faucet and placed his bloody hands under the cold water. They’d swell soon. There was no way to beat the shit out of a man and not harm your hands. It was a casualty of war. “Da,” he answered.

Blood turned the water red, pink, then finally clear, before Anton spoke again. His heavy foot falls signaled he was near. “Next time we bring plastic, da? This blood is everywhere. It takes hours to clean.”

            Sergei turned and eyed his Enforcer. Often considered the brains of the operation, Anton was a man Sergei not only trusted with his life, but also his secrets.

            Drying his hands on a towel, he reached into his back pocket. “I call Vasily and Oleg to help, but this shit is gone in two hours.” He dialed Oleg’s number and glanced around the room. The carnage wasn’t unusual, but the anger still boiling inside definitely was. Normally, killing men who insulted him, gave him great pleasure. But now, as he looked at the blood plastered on the walls, the bullet holes and brain matter splattered throughout the room, Sergei realized he was still pissed off.

            A voice filled the line. “Oleg.”

Sergei told him their location and gave him twenty minutes. He hung up the phone and turned to Anton, who was leisurely leaning on the counter beside him.

            Anton raised a brow and observed him. “Something wrong?”

Sergei shook his head. At a time like this, when he was taking over the drug trade on the east, his men needed to have faith in him and not be questioning his mental state.

Anton pulled a blade from his shoe and picked his nail with it. “Pizdobol.” He smirked at Sergei’s sharp glance. Only Anton would have the balls to call him a fucking liar—other men had died for much less.

         He had grown up in Saint Petersburg, Russia with Anton back when is was named, Leningrad. They’d fled to the states fifteen years ago, making a home in the Bronx. As a master of thievery, Sergei robbed and climbed his way through the Bratva brotherhood, landing him in New York with Anton, where they both now lived like kings. The ranks took years to ascend, and with sheer determination and ferocity, he was now Pakhan, or boss, and Anton his next in command, Sovietnik.

        He considered Anton a brother, even though he wasn’t of pure Russian blood and through Bratva rule, could never hold the title Pakhan. His Polish mother and Russian father had left him on the side of the road when he was a baby. He and Anton had this in common; both were unwanted children.

      Sergei spat on the floor. “Speak fucking English. You know Russian, it is your English that sucks.”

    Anton chuckled and stuck his middle finger in the air. “Da, brat. You need fuck. Is issue, yes?” He pushed away from the counter. His clothes were soiled, his hands bruised and bleeding.

Anton knew him well. Sergei needed a woman in his bed, but not just any woman—Jade. He’d saved her life twice, and she still wouldn’t let him fuck her. Sergei had many whores at his disposal, but his wretched dick seemed to lead him back to the one person who wouldn’t fuck him, even if he paid her.  

   A knock on the door sounded and Anton left the kitchen. “That was fast.” He pulled a gun from his waistband and aimed it right below the peephole.

Sergei’s phone rang. The caller I.D. said it was Oleg. “Fucking stop pissing around. Come in.” He hung up the phone.

    Anton took a step back, as the door slowly slid open. On the other side stood Oleg and Vasily, but Anton didn’t lower his gun.

Glaring at the men as they just stood in the doorway, Sergei motioned for them to enter.        “Come,” he commanded.

Both men entered the room, loaded down with clean-up kits. Anton kicked the door shut, but his aim stayed on the door for a few more moments before he placed his gun back in his belt and pointed to the living room.

The apartment belonged to Giovanni Gela, and was in the process of being developed into exclusive high rises. At the moment, they were rat-infested, crack-head headquarters and Alexei was using them to hide his gunmen from Jade’s shooting. The open concept area left nothing unseen. The blood splatter was even on the ceiling.

Sergei chuckled. He remembered when he was on clean-up duty. It’d been long ago, but he never forgot the obstacles he faced mounting the Bratva’s throne. He listened as Anton gave orders in Russian. He thought to tell him to use English, but he needed the clean-up finished in less than two hours, and Anton’s English was almost non-existent.

     Sergei left the men and headed into the bathroom. He felt something was wrong—that they’d missed something. He just couldn’t put his finger on it. Inside, the two bodies were stacked on one another. Anton had managed to get some information out of the youngest one. His fists were referred to as “truth serums” and tonight they hadn’t failed. He’d repay Anton in some well-deserved time off, but that wouldn’t happen until after they found Alexei and his men.

     They were still after Jade, and Sergei couldn’t help but feel a bit helpless in the situation. Jade’s death was necessary, she’d witnessed the murder of Vladimir. If Sergei were in Alexei’s position, he’d have her killed as well.

Leaning forward he pushed the dead man’s collar back from the neck. A dark line crested just above the man’s collarbone and Sergei cursed under his breath. He pushed the collar back completely, revealing the familiar scrollwork of the Armenian Power group. What the fuck were they doing all the way on the east coast?

     Sergei stood and kicked the tub. “Anton,” he bellowed.

His head popped around the corner. “Da, brat?” A cigarette bobbled in his mouth.

Sergei motioned for one. He’d promised Jade he’d quit, but tonight was just a cluster fuck. Anton pulled a pack from his pocket and started to pull a cigarette from the pack, but Sergei snatched the whole thing from him. Anton grunted his disapproval.

      “You see anything odd?” He pointed to the bodies.

Anton handed him a lighter and walked over to the pile. “What the fuck is this?”

Sergei followed the finger pointing to the tattoo he’d discovered. He took a long draw from the cigarette, and the shit tasted so fucking good. He inhaled and took another drag. “It means Alexei is pulling strings with lower bosses in Russia.” It was like spitting in Sergei’s face, as he was Pakhan. “I will not let him kill his mark, so he has declared war.”

   Anton leaned against the door jam. “Fuck.” He chuckled. “Pussy runs to Papa for help, da?”

Sergei smirked. Pussy was right, but with that, came problems. His control didn’t reach Russia in the ways it should. He was considered a street rat, undeserving of the title Pakhan, and even some of the Council seemed to eye him with unbridled disdain. Even as Pakhan, Sergei had rules he couldn’t break.

   Now, with Alexei paying in blood to Russia, Jade’s life was destined to end. The Council would convene and ask Sergei to find her and hand her over. No one knew Sergei held Jade in his home. At this point, it seemed there was little he could do. The shitty feeling in his stomach worsened. Sergei snuffed out his cigarette and left the bathroom. He needed Jade—now. 

A novel in two weeks? Yes, I did.

This is the EXACT dance I did at 3:12 a.m. Sunday, June 15th, 2014

Okay, so the process is not done yet, but I actually received a few FB PMs about my post. Most PMs were good, some sad and others were very encouraging!! 

One said, "OMG I wish I could do that!! You amaze me!" Me: GURL STOP!! LOL

Another said, "You are reminding me what a slacker I am! Me: Psst...So am I!

The one that stuck with me most said, "I WISH I had that much free time, energy & creative brain power!" Me: Say what now?

Let's start with the FREE TIME:

I love the support and messages, but I must tell you. I didn't have the time, I forced the time to bend to my will and be my B*&$^! I work full-time or something like it. Mon-Thurs from 11 p.m. to 6 a.m. and every Sun for 10 hours from 7:30 p.m. to 6 a.m. I'm supposed to have Fridays off, but over time has me working 6 days a week. I only have Saturdays off and to me, that doesn't count because I work from until 6 a.m. on Saturday and have to work 10 hours the next day. Now, I am glad I have a job, many don't, but I DON'T want to be there 6 days a week. I don't care how much they pay me!

Then there is my Mister :) Anyone with a hubby, BF, GF, etc... knows that if you work 6 days a week ALREADY your lovah is going to expect you to spend the ONLY day you have off with them or at least, part of the day, so when instead, you open your laptop and place ear buds in your ears and ignore him or her, expect some trouble in paradise.

My Mister's face when I power up the Mac...again.

So, I didn't & I did have free time. Why both? Because I sacrificed time with my Mister, friends and family, sleep, personal time and did I say SLEEP? 

This was my writing schedule:

Work: 11p.m. to 6 a.m.

Writing: 6 a.m. to 10 a.m.

Sleep: 10:30 a.m. to 4 p.m. 

Writing: 4 p.m. to 8:30 p.m.

Eat, shower, and maybe watch half a movie with the mister WHILE I kept the laptop open.

•Refer to the OMG gif above•

10 p.m. Ready up for work.

11 p.m. work while plotting out my next chapters and praying I didn't forget anything.

^^I did this for 12 days.^^

Now, let's address ENERGY

I didn't have any...

 Moving on to Creative Brain Power

 I had the idea to write a novel like this when I was cruising on FB looking at a page called, Swirl World and I thought, what if two people who had never met in person fell in love with each other? Then I was like, "Nah, too contemporary & too boring!" Also, I've seen books with a similar plot, but I have never read them. Then I was like, "What if a dude in the KKK fell for a black chick?" I was getting there! I went to work and ran my idea by a co-worker who I like to call my MUSE. Over the two weeks, I explained in detail what was happening to Katie and Logan and listened as she gave her advice and opinions. I also interviewed a few ex-cons willing to give me some insight on what happens during that parole process, I spoke to a few peeps who worked in a prison and I watched a documentary or two.  

After a week, I had 30,000 words and I was proud of myself. However, I was tired, I'd missed a swim day with my sister and nephews, the Mister: refer to the OMG gif and did I say I was tired?

By the time the second week came around, I was ready to put the book up. I'd only planned to write 20,000 words to get a head start on my 70,000-word goal for Camp NaNoWriMo. Instead, I am writing book two for NaNoWriMo. Anyways, it's 9 a.m. and I'm tired so I'll get right to the point -she says after all that writing- I'm no superwoman and I am not typically a fast writer. I just had an idea and I sacrificed a lot of time to write it. That's all. 

So, if I can do it, so can you. I know that sounds corny, but it is true. Good luck and happy writing!! 

Snickers...Naughty Bits!

We all love a steamy scene in a romance novel, right? I know I do, but have you ever wondered how an author creates that scene? Well, I do… I did until I wrote one for Running in the Dark! After writing a love scene for Immortal Heart last year, I wondered if it was steamy enough, but I didn’t have the guts to ask anyone. After reading a couple reviews, I learned that even though it wasn’t a super steamy scene, I had captured the beauty of the scene. Another reviewer said that I needed to have a career as a Romance Author because I had a way with romance. To that I say, “Thank you!”

Honestly, I think my real question is, “Am I the only author who giggles like a school girl when writing a love scene?” I mean really. I couldn't stop freaking giggling. At first, it was funny, but then it was just annoying. I mean, I am a thirty-one-year-old woman, so why do I blush like Catholic school girl at the mention of a man’s private parts. Yeah, I know, I should be able to type it out! If you were here with me as I type this you’d hear the giggling!

So how did I write my scene? Well, I got a glass of wine, sat down and opened my laptop. I stared at the screen for about an hour. I was so lost! I wasn’t sure where to start. I knew what I wanted my characters to do, but how did I want them to feel as well? If there was to be fallout, how would they deal with it? Then I realized that I was making these two scenes much more complicated than I needed them to be. So, I sat down with my glass of wine and created.